Lying in my room in Ivalo, drinking lonkero and thinking about shit. Would like to go to the nightclub near by, not to drink but to buy smokes, but looks like I really can't be bothered.
Life is kinda like a really, really bad joke. It sucks and is not funny at all, but it sucks so bad it's kinda funny. Like Plan Nine From Outer Space or Twilight: New Moon, so bad it kinda starts to be entertaining by its own right.
Don't get me wrong people, I'm not depressed, at least no more than usually, just been in a weird place for quite some time.
Ok, I stared at the screen for minutes after that. I guess I have no clue where this is going so I should wrap this up.
Maybe it's like this: We don't get what we want, we get what we need.